Revolving doors

On Monday I start my fifth first in human trial. It is, at best, a crapshoot.

Talk about not knowing if you are coming or going. Realistically, I am in a tough spot. Stability just doesn’t cut it these days—I need response.

If wishes were horses and if my ever growing to do list were enough to keep me here…But that’s not how this works.

It is time to get my will finished, even as I start a new painting. Feet in both worlds, now and nevermore. I am not ready. But I also understand that death is not open to negotiation.

The trick is keeping hope alive. And hoping my body follows suit.

9 responses to “Revolving doors

  1. Hoping it all goes well with this new “opportunity” on Monday. You will be in my prayers. 🙂

  2. Hi sweetheart.
    You are incredible. 1 on 5 trial. Trailblazer.
    Be strong. Luv you. 🙏🙏😘😘🤗🤗

  3. There are many people around the world keeping hope alive for you.
    Thinking of you.

  4. Linnea, I’m full of hope for YOU. You are a miraculous woman. I love you. I say paint!!! ❤️❤️❤️

    Linda

    Sent from my iPhone

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  5. Hugs and good thoughts for Monday.

  6. I have been following your blog for a few years. Love your writing style. Raw, real and inspiring. You are a very strong woman. Thank you for sharing your thoughts on here. Wishing you the best from the bottom of my heart.

  7. I know you’ll keep fighting!✊🏽❤️

  8. I know this must be hard. Take comfort in knowing that there are many people rooting for your success

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