Because what else would you do.
This, my friends, is necessity/habit/resolve at its leanest.
As long as I have the opportunity to do so, I intend to make the very best of each and every day. Right now that means prepping for one particular outcome (getting my affairs in order) while staying open to the possibility that those efforts are in fact premature.
It’s a delicate balance, this living while dying shit. A bit of a challenge, if you will. But–strangely–one I am embracing. It doesn’t get more clear headed than this. I am rapt with attention. As honest with myself as I have ever been. Taking it all in while wrapping it all up.
Acknowledging my inevitable destination (if not now, later) while savoring every moment. Truly present. Unafraid. Aware.