Grandee

The next INSPIRE post is from a woman who goes by the name of Grandee and she begins by saying that “this is a two-in-one lung cancer story.” However, I would say that there are many layers to her tale, as cancer moved through her life like a hurricane. Meet Grandee:

I was a farmer, college instructor, founder and chief administrative officer of the state breeders association, mother of two, grandmother of two, and wife. Suffice it to say I was a very busy person.

Quincy Snigging 08fMy story begins with having an enormous degree of fatigue. In 2008 I began resigning from volunteer positions that meant the world to me, but I just didn’t feel well enough to do justice to the jobs. I quit showing animals at the fairs in my home state as I was physically unable to continue doing this. I began seeing one doctor after another and despite the fact that I was a 40 + year smoker no one saw fit to do a chest x-ray. I had two major surgeries (gallbladder and rotator cuff) and two small surgeries for removal of colon polyps in 2009.

Beginning in 2009 my husband was seeking treatment for hip pain. They injected the joint with steroids, prescribed many drugs, and referred him for spinal injections. All this before a simple chest x-ray was done. When the doctor finally decided to do a chest x-ray they found several tumors throughout both lungs and follow-up x-rays showed a large tumor involving all seven bones of the hip. We were called into the doctor’s office on Christmas eve 2009 to hear the news. Metastatic lung cancer (large cell type) was what had been causing his pain. He was already in such a weakened condition the oncologist did not want to treat the cancer. He only wanted to do palliative radiation for the hip. My husband insisted on chemo and received 3 doses, each one putting him in intensive care. In March the oncologist finally said he would not prescribe any more chemo. By the end of May my husband had lost his battle with lung cancer.

After the dust settled from the events surrounding my husband’s illness and passing I returned to the doctor in hopes of determining what was wrong with me. I had now lost almost 20 pounds which I blamed on the stress of caring for my husband and the number of meals I had missed as a result. On this go-round the doctor did a chest x-ray right off. On September 10th I was told I had a large nodule in my upper left lung. CT and PET scans were done and followed by a needle biopsy. By the 23rd of September I was diagnosed with NSCLC (adeno type). I was told that the size of the tumor (7.8 cm) made me a stage IIIB. I now had lost 28% of my body weight.

My employer immediately demanded I bring in a letter from my doctor saying I would be able to finish the semester. My doctor, at the time, was so convinced I would die in less than 6 months that she refused to give such a letter. Despite the fact that I was an 18 year employee of the college I was terminated. I proceeded to apply for disability which was approved in four days. The bad news continued with the fact that my eligibility began the following month in which application was made and there was a six month delay from there before benefits would be paid. So it took seven months to get the first check. More bad news came with the fact that when you are on disability there is a two year waiting period for Medicare. That is two years after you receive your first payment, which is really 2 ½ years from when they agree you were in fact disabled.

Like most cancer victims upon diagnosis I went immediately to the internet, but I found tumors like mine were being removed by numerous doctors all over the world. I pushed and pushed till finally one doctor did some research and found a surgeon less than 200 miles away that did these procedures. This surgeon reviewed my scans and agreed to see me. My surgery was then scheduled, an en bloc chest wall resection with left upper lobectomy which was done on January 6, 2011. Besides removing one lobe of my left lung, they removed two ribs which had been invaded by the cancer. An artificial chest wall was created and I was released from the hospital in three days. It is now about a month short of the two year anniversary of my surgery and more than two years since diagnosis. As of October 30th there was no sign of cancer.

While I am still alive, my husband is gone and I had to sell the farm and the animals, not just for financial reasons, but also because I am no longer physically capable of the labor required. I am also no longer able to work and I have very little to fill my time. This disease, even with the most positive outcome, is completely devastating.

Here you have two lung cancer victims who were sick and seeking treatment for months (and in one case for over two years) before a simple chest x-ray was done. And both cancers were, in fact, discovered by those chest x-rays!

According to the National Comprehensive Cancer Network lung cancer is “first in death rate and last in research funding.” Does this sound like it’s the way things should be?

Grandee (the one behind the long ear)

8 responses to “Grandee

  1. Hi Grandee!
    I finally see what you look like. You’re beautiful! I so agree with you, a chest x-ray should have been done right away. My X- doctor waited three years it was only after I put an argument did she finally had me have one. An early screening is important for any type of cancer diagnosis. Your husband, you me and many others could have been Stage I with an early screening. I’m sorry for all you’ve been darling. Thank goodness you took matters in your own hands and that you are with us sharing your very valuable story.
    Thank you.
    Love always,
    Alta

    Thank You Linnea, what you do is priceless.

  2. MARIA KRZESOWIAK

    Grandee, I do believe Doctors should be pro-active regarding chest
    x-rays whether you smoke or not. If lung cancer is found early than
    there is a much better chance of curing it or as they say no evidence
    of disease. I’m so sorry for the loss of your husband. By the way
    I love the picture of the little horse. I can’t tell if it’s a donkey or
    horse. Thanks for sharing your story with us.
    Maria

  3. What a dirty shame. the least expensive test, (x-ray) what a huge fail on the part of the doctors.

  4. They do annual Mammograms, annual colonoscopies, annual blood work, EKGs….etc….how hard is it to add an annual Chest Xray?

  5. we must DEMAND a chest ex-ray be taken at least once yearly, sooner if you have a history of cancer in the family.

  6. Those of us who live long enough after diagnosis need to do everything we can to improve diagnosis and treatment for those yet to come. Too many of us are written off and die before we can successfully affect change. If there were more survivors there would be more people to campaign in behalf of lung cancer.

  7. Linnea, I have an confession…besides my blog, I am for the most part an internet lurker. I read many lung cancer sites but don’t participate in them. I found your recent post on Grace. It made my heart ache a little while drinking my morning tea today. I hope the new route provides a balance between feeling good enough and adding time that works for you.

    • Thanks Kimmy–I am working on an update. Honestly, it has been a good time to post other’s stories and to leave mine alone for a bit.

      xo Linnea

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