I have a friend named Sarah Broom who is also ALK positive and battling stage four lung cancer. She lives in New Zealand and is the mother of three boys and a fine poet. Her diagnosis came just before the delivery of her third child, and somehow, someway, she has managed in the time since to complete and publish a beautiful book of poetry. Quite a few of the poems reflect on her illness, and this particular piece regarding motherhood got me right in my heart. Sarah was kind enough to have her publisher authorize reproduction here:
because
the
world
can
do
that
to
you
and
if
the
world
did
do
that
to
you,
and
took
me
from
you,
before
the
time
was
true
and
right
and
before
we
all
had
time
to
see
the
things
and
do
the
things
and
tell
the
things
we
need
to
tell,
to
see,
to
do,
so
many
things
I
cannot
even
imagine
them
because
you
are
only
six,
and
your
mind
is
crowded
with
soccer
and
cricket
and
deep‐sea
life,
with
knights
and
Narnia
and
the
thermohaline
conveyor,
and
when
you
were
five
you
cried
inconsolably
for
forty‐five
minutes
when
the
All
Blacks
lost,
and
already
when
you
read
you
cannot
hear
my
voice,
and
you
are
fierce
and
deep
and
I
am
afraid
for
you
and
because
you
are
only
two
and
three‐quarters
and
your
heart
is
full
of
trains
and
racing
cars
and
tigers
and
Tiggers
and
dinosaurs,
and
when
you
jump
into
the
pool
with
your
water‐wings
on
your
face
explodes
with
surprise
and
joy,
every
single
time,
and
you
are
tough
and
resilient
and
cheeky
as
hell
but
you
still
need
to
know
where
I
am,
about
every
three
minutes
and
because
you
are
only
nearly
one
and
your
mind
is
full
of
god
knows
what
–
sticky
things,
shiny
things,
soft
things,
loud
things,
faces
and
brothers
and
chuckles
and
screams,
and
every
time
you
lie
drinking
your
bottle
by
yourself
I
think
of
all
the
times
I
wasn’t
there,
of
how
they
rushed
you
into
life
like
there
wasn’t
enough
time
in
the
world,
which
there
isn’t,
sometimes
so
if
the
world
did
do
that
to
you
and
took
me
from
you,
before
the
time
was
true
and
right
and
before
we
all
had
time
to
do
the
things
we
need
to
do,
to
fight
more
and
laugh
more
and
be
bored
together
over
and
over,
to
ease
into
the
big
questions
slowly,
not
all
at
once,
not
like
that,
like
a
trapdoor
opening
up
under
your
feet
and
a
sickening
drop
but
if
the
world
did
do
that
to
you,
I
have
to
think
that
you
would
be
all
right
after
all
Tigers
at
Awhitu,
(Manchester:
Carcanet
Press,
2010).
Included
here
with
the
permission
of
the
author
and
the
publisher,
not
for
reproduction.
life and breath: outliving lung cancer 